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Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Because you are a FRIEND.

If you have a problem, you know you can solve it by yourself. By hook or by crook, you just have to. Get off a cliff if you have to. But when the problem comes from your friend, now what should you do? The problem is not initially from you right?

Here's the situation.

I don't effin' care what are you going to do with your life. Like it was related to mine. Let me tell you once: it doesn't. And I don't care if you want to handle it your way. I don't care how many time you lied to your parents. I don't care how many times have you lied to us. Shit on our face. I just don't care. I know I used to care but not anymore. Not after all this time we care and you keep on lying and pretending. So I just don't care anymore. You want to know why?

Because we used to think you just need some space, some time to sit back and relax. Reflect. On whatever you do. But you did not. You're so happy we let you do what you want and you've fallen deeper than ever. And do you know what hurts most? When you lied to us and we found out about it, and you know we know about the lie but you kept on lying like a boss. Stupidity level at it's best.

So please. Please don't drag me in. I have my own life and situation to be taken care of. I want to get rid of you but I just can't. Because you are a friend, and friends stick together no matter what. I wanted to tell you how much I miss the old you, and how much I missed the time we spent together. If only you knew how I want the friend I used to know back when we were still freshmen here. Talking on everything: crush, gossiping, assignments. Spending some valuable sleeping moments revising for test. Hopping around in midnight city after tests. Catching late night movies. All those happy moments.

Don't you cherish it like I do?

I really miss you, friend. :'(