Dilemma. Hard One.

Situasi~Alone. (-_-")

Assalamualaikum :))

Raya dah habis. Eh, belum. Ade 25 hari lagi. Raya kan sebulan? ;) Tahun ni, raya tak menarik sangat. Sebab I've got two tests to think about during my holiday!! Argh, spoiler spoiler. Habis mood raya. T^T But some of my uncles made it up dgn kasik duit raya banyak2. Wohoo! Hahaha :D


Well actually, this is not my main ramble. Now here it goes, a true heart spill. P/s: don't mind the language.


It was like since forever I've been dreaming of learning to play musical instrument or having one or two as my very own collection. I've grown fond of music since I was like very little. I dance to music and sing to a song whenever. Like, an ecstasy. And it made me so happy to know that  I stand a chance to learn to play guitar when I came to this institution.

During my first semester I learned how to played basic chords, learn how to strum and played several songs. I'm not a very good player, I must say. It took me real longer to practice and focus on only one song. To play is another issue, but to remember the chord is what made me look bad. But I practice real hard to make it work. I didn't make a superb ignition to the graduating night, but I tried my very best. Hey, what do you expect from a first timer who doesn't even get regular lesson, huh? And I don't even have a guitar to practice on my own, to add to that.

I manage to hold back and control the feeling and the urge to play guitar through my second semester. I didn't touch a guitar for four months in a row. Not even once. But returning here for my third semester, I touched it. Hitting on the chords of Christina Perri's Jar of Hearts and Adele's Rolling In The Deep. And the urge came back uninvited. I really, REALLY felt intrigued to have a guitar; the one I can proudly held as MY guitar.

I can have it since I want it, and I've been saving my money for it. But the main problem I had was with my mom. She don't agree with the idea of buying ANY musical instrument. Even when I started playing guitar she's scolded me. And yeah, it was me who's being stubborn all this while. Or maybe I should have not started since the beginning? I don't know. (-_____-")

So here I am, after four months of avoiding music tortures, came back again surfing for Taylor's songs guitar chords. Latest sensation; Mean and Enchanted. But how would I manage to play this song?





Nota kaki~Dilema. Mau sangatsangat untuk ada gitar seniri. T^T

Comments

  1. yahya zakariaSeptember 4, 2011 at 3:11 PM

    wah x abih2 minte gitar die ni
    tunggu la besday nanti yer pres hahaha :D

    ReplyDelete
  2. khalis_damiaSeptember 4, 2011 at 6:10 PM

    haha. mesti. nak beli sniri faham2 jek la. tunggu birthday? nak bagi ke? wah!! :D

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

kata kata orang comel

Popular posts from this blog

Tears.

O Allah, I see tears today. As of the ones I see yesterday. And many days before. I see a man, Running from the bomb dropped in front of his feet, But not backing, and still trying to win against the army. Is it the army of men? No, its the Shaytan in the face of a man. I glance to the side, And see a woman. Grieving over a small body in front of her, Covered with blood, And does not seem to breathe anymore. I stole the sight of another direction, Wonderful children sitting on earth, with eyes filled with determination I see them study under the hot blaze. before I heard sound of deadly call. Everything goes dark. When eyes open, I want to see them again. But what's left was dust. Pieces of clothes. And bleeding soil. I can't watch it anymore. I can't watch these anymore. O Allah, protector of all living. Please let me have the chance to set my feet on Gaza, and lend me the strength to do anything I can to help our family there.
Read more

.SAYA SAYANG AWAK.

Image
.bce post awak .  .rasa sedih.  .rasa rindu.  .rasa sebak.  .rasa hilang.  .rasa memerlukan.  .nak awk kat sini.  .nak dgr suara awak bercerita.  .berceloteh.  .ketawa.  .menangis.  .depan saya. sungguh saya rindu. tapi sy xnk mse dlu berulang. msti awk pelik kan? knapa sy xnk mse dlu berulang? sbb sy nk ia kekal dlm memori. sebagai memori yang terindah. kalau mase boleh diulang lagi, apa makne memori? apa perlunya kenangan? jadi, sy xnk ia terulang. cukup sekadar saya kata yang saya nak buat memori baru. saya nak buat kenangan baru. yang penting,  sy nak kita buat sume memori tu SAMA2. kalau awk bce post ni, sy harap awk tau sy tulis ni dgn harapan. harapan nanti kita jumpa dan spend mse sme2. xkisahla klu utk buat smuanya kta prlukan sminggu, setahun, bahkan selamanya pun... ...sy rela. Sbb sy sgt rndu skarang. dan kalau awk bce post ni jugak, sy harap awk tau, saya tulis entry ni dgn airmata yang ...
Read more

Kawan. Sahabat. Memori :)

Assalamualaikum. Kembali bersua. Hahaha~~ Apahal gaya baca berita dah ni. Ok? *clear throat* Hai. Lama kan xbuat post baru? Lama sangat. *self conscious* Blog dah nak cecah usia empat tahun, tapi update post ada lah setahun tiga, empat kali. Ni kalau blog ni ada nyawa, dah lama mati kebulur. Nampak tak pemalasnya tu? Haaa...memang tak tergambar dengan kata-kata -_-" I don't know. Tak tahu nak mengarut apa dalam blog. Dalam dunia realiti, sang penaip ni boleh tahan jugak banyak mulutnya dengan orang-orang terdekat. Tapi tak tahu kenapa tiap-tiap kali nak datang menaip kat blog rasa macam nak tulis benda-benda serius aje. Sebab dah insaf banyak sangat tulis menda mengarut sebelum ni? Kan setiap manusia tu akan dipertanggungjawabkan atas setiap keputusan dan perbuatan dia? Waima seketul ayat pun yang ditaip kat blog. Apa lagi yang diperbuat depan orang. Banyak sangat buat dosa ni. *insaf* Datang hari ni sebab nak mengarut lagi. Mohon ampunkan. Situasi: Kawan. Haha. Itu wa...
Read more